Why?

ok, this is a rant, so if your not in the mood for reading about my petty problems with life I suggest you save yourself a lot of time and just leave this one alone. That being said, why is it that I can never have anything without having something taken away from it. it seems like every time I get to do something that I like, there is always some sort of drawback that comes with it, and I never have the whole experience. To give you a better idea about what im talking about, lets say I was supposed to go to Adams one day. Now, either I have to go late, leave early, or there is a storm and I don't get to go at all. I haven't had a decent full day at his house for quite a long time, and with him going away again this summer, every second I spend with him is precious to me beyond belief. Now, the reason why I was mentioning this trial of my life now, is that I was going to go to Adams tomorrow. I was going to get to spend the whole day there, his brother is home from BC, we were probably going to go out to dinner or something, and to risk sounding vain, I ever had an outfit picked out to wear. yep, things couldn't have been going better. And then Adam calls me tonight to say that I can't come over tomorrow. Something, yet again, came up to prevent me from experiencing as close as I can get to complete happiness. Now im not saying that the world is completely against me, infact I bring most of this stuff on myself one way or another. But it starts to get really frustrating when you can NEVER be happy for one god forsaken day. Its really staring to get to me now, and I can't believe that i'm on the brink of tears as i'm writing this. Anyway, that's all I have to say for the moment. Bye to all who care to read.