Day 36- 21 Days Left

it was wonderful to hear from everybody again. i read a convo that Adam had with Courtney. and to be honest with you all, it was quite flattering. it was wonderful to hear that he cared about me that much. i mean, i know that he does, but it is a very wonderful and flattering thing to acctually hear it said. and the fact that it was said to someone else, even more so. if its said to someone else, it feels more like he really means it. and that is a very flattering thing. the same with his MSN name now. its like he's letting the world know that he cares a great deal about me, and wants the world to know that if they wanna try and mess around with my feelings and my emotions, that they're gonna have to go through him first. anyways, it really made me feel good. to feel like somebody is protecting me like that. it is very romantic... and attractive...