Well.....

I'm really tired today. i miss Adam more than ever. i miss Rachael a great deal. my body aches. i just want to go home. where my true home is. where i belong. but that at the moment isnt possible. so im afraid that i must endure. it feels like im alone. i know that im not, but thats how it feels. i will take it day by day. but i really dont think i can do it. i am not a strong person. at all. i need other people desperatly. i cannot do this on my own.
"without a light, i fear that i will stumble in the dark, lay right down, deside not to go on"
thats what worries me. im afraid that if i fall, there will be nobody there to catch me, and to help me up again. thats all for now i suppose. bye to all who care to read.